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1) You're actually answering the question yourself, in that if it's bothering you at this point, it will only increase in anguish for you. During wedding rehearsal,, at the alter and when you are on your honeymoon, the thought will be with you. see the review

2) Five times over five months reflects questionable judgement and decision making. Despite your regret, my experience is you are more prone to repeating this behavior then not. It may seem impossible now considering the degree of your regret, but the circumstances that led you to repeatedly cheat for nearly half a year will surface again. Stress from studying or stress from married life and your job are all the same. Instead of a study partner, it will be a co-worker. Your temptation got the best of you, and your lust allowed it to be maintained. When you are married (to whomever) you will work with men who are handsome or find you attractive when you don't feel attractive and hungry for confirmation of your existence. This is dangerous territory and you've flunked a test, but unfortunately many more are forthcoming. see the review

3) Your unfaithfulness wasn't tested to it's fullest extent because your FB was quite compliant and accepting of your separation from him. It's possible, if he pursued you strongly, you would have had difficulty ending it and the foundation of your pending marriage would be weakened. see the review

4) Every experience I've ever read of situations like this, the betrayed person is most hurt and disappointed from not finding out about it until years later, where it's 10 times worse finding out about, so you may want to tell him just from this perspective alone. see the review

5) If you bring it up, be prepared to tell EVERYTHING. Every detail should be written down and provided for to him. He will not believe it only happened five times, I'm just telling you now. FWB's in the same location typically romp way more than once a month. You have to tell him the truth. If it's five, it's five. I just think it'll be hard for him to believe. Be prepared to tell him who the guy is, etc. He'll have lots of questions. see the review

6) Logistically, you may want to tell him in case the wedding is called or postponed. He'll need time to process and accept your unfaithfulness. see the review

7) If you love him and want what's best for him reveal your secret and respect his decision, whether it be for or against you. Much respect and love can come from this, but it takes courage to possibly lose him, but that's the bed you made for yourself. Speaking of love, you may want to reflect upon yourself and ask if you really do love him. Unfaithfulness with the person you so-call love BEFORE marriage is an extremely dangerous omen. Imagine what it will be when you are out of love or feeling unloved. This happens in marriages. It has ebbs and flows, highs and lows. Those that understand this, manage well. Those that don't have affairs to try and remedy the low's. Bringing a 3rd person into a marriage changes it FOREVER. see the review

8) I would tell him post graduation because he will not trust you and he'll be thinking your still f'king the guy all winter. The distance prohibits him from being with you, so he will not feel safe it all. His mind will be racing with thoughts every time he tries to reach you can can't. see the review

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He was in shock, and it was terrible. The engagement was called off and we are not speaking right now. Praying he will forgive me. see the review